Dear July,

I am drained. It's my first day back in church after a few weeks and the onset of duties and responsibilities is already stifling. I don't know why I feel so tired so quickly, but perhaps this has something to do with focusing on my tasks rather than focusing on God. I don't know why I don't receive as much joy carrying out the Lord's work as I used to. I need some kind of revival soon, I need to recharge. I need to rediscover my Father. I've been straying too far from Him, and I feel so distant even though I know He's there. I want to feel close to Him again.

I know I missed the 5th entry, but as I've said, I am having too bad a day to fully recall.